A Drop of Sweat!

LOL. Why are men not expected to cry??
Why is crying a sign of weakness??
A drop of sweat divides a man and woman from its origination? hahaha..
A man is a man when he sweats his brows
and a woman is a woman when she makes him do it!!! ???

Cont...

Sunshine and Rain

Its hard to focus these days. I feel a lot of things are going on, right or wrong? I have no clue. Peices by Peices I think I need to rearrange my thoughts to deliver you a part of what I have been thinking.
No doubts life is a struggle from that day you decide "I am free... " But what next?
I am too inexperienced to generalize this idea and so I will only talk about myself. I can't conplain how smooth my ride was until 2005. YES! the year I got married. After that I have always been thinking about our development as a family. Oh! we need new couch, darling... I think we should get a bigger living area, Can't believe we are still stuck with the same life, they can do it why not us?, I have to...we have to... we have to... Aaaarrrgghhh~ boooooooom bam!... can't see... I think we are in a tunnel... lets start walking... maybe we will see light... and I have never seen that light yet! Is it normal? do people really think like I do? I happened to meet my grandmom, 81 years old... why can't life be as simple as she is? I don't know... when will this calm down... hopefully soon! so I am waiting... and waiting...

Sunshine and Rain
I think we live for both!

Is this a fire smoke?

Poems... I can't believe there was a time when I wrote! Not that I don't write now... but using pen, paper, fingers, hand, mind and creative coordination to form lines that really meant something. Maybe not the same thing as today, but definitely something back in the dayz. Last night I dug out some old diaries that I wrote between '96-2005. Unbelievable! Unrealistic! Now I want to pick up my pen..